at the edgeS of death

satu malam. satu highway. satu kereta serena. 3 orang. sorang driver. sorang duduk depan. sorang duduk belakang. satu perjalanan. satu destinasi. satu malaysia. satu pengalaman ngeri. bertolak ke terengganu jam 2040H. bergolek je taya bridgestone tuh, aku da telelap. aku tersedar dgn kevibratean nset di tangan kiriku. saling berbalas mesej ngan pengahantar. tak jadi nak sambung mimpi minah air asia.

tak dapat tgok minah air asia, terpaksa laaa dok tahan mata bercuba2 nak try nightvision aku yg dah siap installed kat spek aku nih. passanger seat dye yg keras and takenak diduduki lagi la meresahkan lagi pemikiran aku. aku terpadang pada si driver. dok telan2 clorets berbijik2. da 3 kali pegi pitstop and berasap seorang diri. mak syok baring kat belakang. jeles melanda diri. takpe. bersabar lah wahai diri. lagi 5 jam nk sampai. sekejap je.

perjalanan dalam kegelapan itu telah membuatkan aku menyedari sesuatu.

citra pertama; obsesi rel jalan

si driver suka betul dekat rel jalan. sikit2 dok rapat. pastu ke kanan balik. dye ragu2 ke nak rapat2 ngn rel jalan tuh? ape yang lawa nye? wane kelabu je. ade la merah2 sket tanda berkarat. tapi mula2 si driver tak la terlalu show off keobsesian dye terhadap rel tuh. aku rilek lagi. tapi, ada sekali, dye terlalu obses, dye da rapat gila dengan rel jalan tuh. aku tidak terkata. nafas tetbe terhenti. da rapat da!! tetbe terasa seperti si driver tersedar dari keobsesian dye lalu kembali ke pangkal jalan. dye pandang aku. sedar atau tidak akan ketidaktiduran aku, hanya dia yang tahu. degupan jantungkku semakin deras. kedengaran ketulan2 clorets berlaga dengan bekasnya.

citra kedua; godaan si lampu

da kua dr highway. terpaksa ikot jalan kuantan. terdengar si GPS buat kiraan semula. kesian. masuk jalan kampung pulak. aman. sunyi sepi. tapi banyak lori. bunyi2 kori tu mengaum memecahkan kesunyian yg ada. lori2 kat kuantan menarek. banyak lampu. kali ni. si driver suke kanan pulak. tataw la dye ikot kata2 kanan afdhal ke ape. tapi ske ke kanan. sikit2 ke kanan. nak kata rel jalan tadi da tade dah. then tetbe, satu pancaran cahaya membutakan mata sebentar. igt ade konsert ke ape. lori punye lampu rupenye. ceh. biasala. lori sambut deepavali. suke betol dye nak tunjukkan nur dye yg banyak tuh.

aku terasa kereta semakin bergerak ke arah lori tuh. nak fight head to head ngan lori ke dye nih? sekalu lagi, aku tidak terkata. tahan nafas lagi macam nak menyelam. lagi 10 meter bumper depan masing2 nak berlaga, dah kembali ke pangkal jalan. selamat. lagi sekali.

resah dan gelisah jiwaku dibuatnya. mgkin ini petunjuk bahawa malaikat maut anytime anywhere je buleh lakukan tugas yg diamanatkan oleh-Nya. tapi bile kita ni nak sedar? tgok la sapa dapat lu hidayah dari Dia.

bila da sampai destinasi, hah. lega abeh. da cer sket kat mak aku apa yg terjadi sepanjang kepergiannya ke alam mimpi. si kakak mencelah. diberitahunya. si driver tadi dah 5 kali terlibat dalam kemalangan. pergh. agak2 ah. gile hardcore. haish. syukur laa masih bernafas hingga saat nih. syukur~

HANCUR LEBUR

da plan baik punye. nk amek kat sini. nak amek kat sana. nk jumpe kat mana. jalan mcm mane. nk wat ape. da plan sume dah. minyak kete da isi. sume dah. tggal nk laksanakan je. agak susah payah ah nk plan sume bnda tuh. in a blink, semua hancur kerna satu alasan yg tak boleh nk diterima. kalau tak nak bagi, cakap je laa tak nak bagi. perlu ke nk bagi alasan lain? kang nnt esok org tu datang, kol suro amek ke, ape ke. kan da satu hal nk bagitahu yg ta plan sume cancel. da la tgh jadi org penting skarang. kalau org penting tade mcm mane plan nak jalan. dah. satgi aku kene sumpah seranah ngn dyorang. dah jatuh imej. janji ta penah nk tepati. kan da susahkan orang. kalau cakap awal2 taleh ke. dah malu dah nk ckp kat sorg2 plan ta jadi. argh. mcm2.

IT"S TIME

hoh. refreshing after about 2 weeks off posting to this blog. sorry2. kind of busy with some things. like i said. it is time. to prepare for a new life. campus life. huh. ouh. i got uitm. diploma in mechanical engineering. yeah. don't know to be happy or gloomy or anythin' bout it though. thankful of course at least i have a place to go into. currently applied for the cadet pilot programme under MAS. only thing is, i am four-eyed man. it's hard to qualify with these eyes. damn. bout the uitm. i was placed at uitm campus bukit mertajam. never heard of it? it's in PULAU PINANG. it's inly a stone throw away from my house. if only i had unbelievable strength, yeah it is. i craved for shah alam campus. but no luck. placed far far away. it's not like i'll be home sick. just wanna save all the trouble booking tickets home. what a fuss.

already started preparing for the leave. curently busy going to the tailor making new clothes. i am kinda picky when it comes to formal clothing. last saturday just got one. and this coming saturday another one is coming up. this is only the beginning. i still have one month to prepare before transforming into a student again. talking about intakes, huda will be registering to matrik selangor this coming monday.

ouh and it's in banting. kinda near. maybe i could visit her some times. heh. be a good girl there allrite? *patting head. hahaha. gonna miss u grandma.

mine will be at 26th of june. approximately 2 months maybe? nvm. studying. after being away from books, well educational books i mean, homeworks, and pens. i couldn't remember when is the last time i wrote something. gosh. i don't even know mechanical engineering is what about. i hope it is a gonna-regret-to-death choice. may i prevail in studying. this time i really need to be serious in studying. like my mom said ;

"susah nk dapat keje dapat bawah 3.00. make sure dapat 3.5 and above"

it's sounds like hard, but i'll strive for it. pray for me to keep struggling this time >_<

i think that is all. ciao~

p/s: this saturday got yasin reciting at my house. do come if doable. do acknowledge me first.

LMAO XD

hahahah. hilarious night i had.

first. i suddenly realized someone from my friends list in fb, her status always typed in wempits manner. yeah. even nina was shocked there could be someone that has higher knowledge in wempits grammar. hahaha. i'll try to talk wempits with some time. depends if i have enough knowledge of wempits vocabs to confront her.

second. huda. hahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha. can't stop laughing until tears came out of my eyes. hahaha. we were talking about jogging. i said something that she used against me. then started firing each other. then, the moment she stated she even pointed her finger to the monitor in our argument, my stomach burst out of laughter. hahahahahahahhaah. sorry grandma.

PD>>>SP>>>AT LAST HOME

12 APRIL 2010

from shah's house he drove me to sunway piramid. he wanted to join. but since he grounded because of our late we're-home last night, he got grounded. haha. well, it's something like that. he can only escort me there since it's only a stone throw away from his place.

i arrived at the lion's head quite early. well, she said she will be coming at 12 noon. i called, she is still otw. heh. i took my time just wandering around the whole place. to the bowling, then playing with the escalators. like 1 1/2 hours wandering back and forth. well bumped into asma. oo yeah. i'm here to join her birthday party. her bday was last 9th april. well, HAPPY BDAY ASMA!! she was like seeing a ghost when she saw me. i didn't tag along with her. i have to go and find a mosque. there is no mosque in the map. shit. had a hard time looking for a mosque. after 30 mins of mosque hunting, finally found.

after that, finally got a call. from ija. she asked me to come to that amp square. where the heck is that place. it;s my 3rd time coming here. she came. and she showed me the way. then, saw the entrance. KARAOKE. shit. never entered a plae like this before la. why must this place? haishh. unable to say anything, kept following behind her and found the room. entered. damn. 17 vs 4. huh.

in the room. feeling awkward with the atmosphere. just sitting and watch them singing. huh. even the boys form the college won't stand a chance with them. believe me. heh.

SALEEM- TINGGAL KENANGAN.

it suddenly came out form the speakers. enthusiastically took a mic. and sang. like hell. i didn't remember that there are other people inside the room. huh. luckily there are no videos of me singing that song. huhu. thanks ija.

after that. suddenly this thing came on mind. transport going home. had nobody else to rely on to. just durra. heh. asked her and she said ok. but with her whle family is in the car. huh. actually i kinda having a second though once she said that. but i'll have to agree because there are no other choices. my transport going home, settled. kinda worried though.

pa'in suggested bowling. i 200% agreed. then went to asar prayer, kinda joyed to play bowling. suddenly, cancelled. there are at the arcade. sigh. no luck. i bought 5 tokens with rm50. that apek gave me back rm45 precisely. with rm1 notes. whoa. it has the same thickness with a workbook. huh. gave him a glance, and walk away.

football, fighting, dance, daytona, shooting.

none caught my eye. having no choice, joined them playing daytona. but my car won't budge. wtf. ija keep ramming me from behind. damn. haha. being laughed at. what a shame. haha. played twice. 3 tokens left, extremely bored with the games. took out the tokens, left on the daytona game. huh.

burger king is the next stop. i didn't ordered anything. and i used the chance to find anyone who wants rm1 notes. haha. atlast. i got rm45 in smaller notes. haha. relieved. thanks to those who cooperated. huhu. ija handed me her fries. i didn't have the feeling like eating. so i ate slowly. took one by one. suddenly it finished. huh. who finished it. ouh and. when my pics at the burger king uploaded, all the pictures were taken when my mouth was open. huh. wtf.

now syazana made that as a subject to tease me. ahhhhh~ JP JP.

and there it is. v6. gold i think. her dad sounded like rambo. cool. ahaha. safely arrived at the station. thanks durra. and boarded the train to kl sentral and then to nilai. okaeri!!!

CHERAS>>MID>>SG BULOH>>S'WGSA>>TMN MELATI>>KERAMAT>>PD

10 APRIL 2010

the very first time drive.from home sweet home to somewhere below the bridge at putrajaya. dad sit next to me guided me how to drive on the road. since i didn't had any test for on the road. haha. arrived at sg besi lrt station at 1230H. still too early to wait until 1330H. huh. i waited at the platform and started reading PJ book. to lose time, i skipped 3 trains. haha. at last the 4th i boarded and off to bts. one station only "=.= continued reading and also continued tempting my patience to wait for them. at last somebody approached me and it was azri and megat. heh. behind them was the girls' group. er didn't remember whom i saw.
shah came with hani from the hospital. then naz came with her rexton. wau. she led us to her house.

we arrived and we were the first guests arrived. prayed and all. the others came along.

nothing much happened. at least i got to meet obaa-chan. hahaha. it's been a long time since the last we met. haha.

ouh here's the best part.

the male guest left was just 7 guys only. me, SHAH, HILMI, AZAD, SYUKRI, QAYYUM AND SOLHI. solhi "=.= what an hyperactive dude. we all fitted in shah's persona. hahaha. damn. well. hilmi he felt the suspicious environment with fitting in 7 guys in a fve-seated persona.hah.the front seats like heaven. the back seat. hell. 2 at the front. 5 at the back.4 managed to sit. one more. err. azad. lied on us. hahaha. we were in that kind of situation all the way from cheras to midvalley. haha.

ouh.did i say to midvalley only? no no. correction.from midvalley to sg buloh also like that. hahaha. other people just stared at us with what-the-hell-was-that face. haha. we just waved at them back happily. haha. in fact, solhi. hyperactive. he's the one who made us laugh all the time in the car. hahaha. thanks to him.

after mid. all planned to say farewell to each other. some going home with ktm bla bla bla. but the weird thing is, there is still 7 guys followed shah to the parking lot. haha. foolish us.

all agreed to go and drop azad at sg buloh. then some of us will ride with azad in his car. then he led us to a restaurant to grab something to eat. starved to death. well the restaurant looked kinda high-class. that is all about first impression. we ordered simple dishes. "nasi pataya tanak sayur 4, nasi paprik satu, kuey teow sup satu, and azadnye(forgotten)" but it took like forever to cook those dishes. shit. one thing, the rice. did the cook dip it into a blask pepper sauce or wat. damn. what kind of fried rice with black pepper. wtf.

azad had to leave early to meet his dad. he paid for the drinks. that's his promise. so that leaves only 6 guys left. the problem now, we didn'tknow our way back T.T solhi sat infront with shah and pointed him wrong directions. haha.poor shah. he had to dropeach one of us in front of our houses. haha. he didn't care. as long as we supported the fuel.

i crashed at shah's that night. arrived 0130H. damn late. haha.

on top of all, had a good day with those old lads.

WTF

introducing my most wanted university =.= why would my parents forcing me to enter this institute? i've had enough with this military thingy. they could drive me crazy. here's one shit-luck tale. yesterday i overjoyed when i didn't called for this interview. but this morning. checked my phone then 1 message from upnm.

"TAHNIAH anda dipilih utk mengahadiri temuduga utk kemasukan upnm 2011"

taniah my ass. then i remembered yesterday father said

"nanti laa papa kol PENGARAH PENGAJIAN tu esok"

gee. and it came true. thanx dad =.= i wish i could only enter normal institute. uitm, uia, ukm etc. if i return to that hell hole, it's the same like going back to rmc. it's not like i had been holding a grudge or something. but it's just that i fed up with the admin of the military. hermm. can't think of anything else. upnm upnm upnm upnm upnm.

NOTHING TO DO.

JUST WATCH~

AHA AHA AHA~ LOL.creds to NINA RASID

i used to follow this series. but under certain circumstances, i stopped. heh. just watch.

SA DRUGS..

stuck at home. luckily got a saviour. SUDDEN ATTACK. it's an online shooting game.saved from boredom. this video not me playing la. some random video i found in the web. serious shit headshooting pro. happy watching. if interested to play, click here

and here is another clip i found. lol. great juggling though. bravo~

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MOMENTS OF DESPAIR

wtf. savvy. the only car that have "P" is now in a critical condition. shit. damn. what can i drive when my probation license is out. damn. seiously man. i need a car for me to mobilize myself out of this creek.

put aside that.

CLASH OF THE TITANS

=.=

it's not that bad la. it's worth watching. but not that worthy. the storyline is kinda interesting. but the action. wth. even medusa doesn't have a chance to say a word. what? the director didn't provide any script for her that she only laugh sarcastically? damn. just with one slice and kapushhh. off goes the head. what really pissed me off is that the fall of the "MIGHTY" kraken. it took years for it to get out of the water. but it took an instant for it to be stoned. shit. huh. never mind la.

bowling. one win, one damn loss. winning point 144. losing point..............99. damn. gomen ne sensei!! next time rematch ARAL!

upnm interview = 9-13 april. not sure i'm full-hearted or not in applying this UNIVERSITI PENAT NAK MAMPUS. but i'll try to give my best to qualify. but something might be worrying me.

SPECTACLES

the qualifications clearly stated "TIDAK MEMAKAI CERMIN MATA". well i am still gonna try. wish me luck guys.

50-50 "=_=

today. it gone well. i mean, kinda well. i slept about 0345H and woke up 1030H. the sound of crackers could actually make my eardrums gone loose. damn. hahaha. at 1230H i get changed and had lunch. don't want to use my money for lunch at the driving school.

in dad's car, he lectured me to be cautious and do well. i just nod and nod all the way from home to the school. hah. when i arrived. shit. there's like a sea of people waiting at the part 3 test waiting spot. damn. i been wandering what time i'm gonna finish this thing. damn. hahaha.met the instructor and made my way to the mosque. suddenly met an old friend of my whom i met at the RMC intake test. huh. he was even worse. he had been wandering around this dumphole from 0830H. goshh. i'm still in dreamland. haha.

atleast i'm glad enough met a friend to accompany me. thanks man. he's in the same session as me. the 3rd session. but he's 52, and i'm the last candidate, 68. shit.

1330H, i registered n handed over my L and my IC. then made my way to the part 2 waiting spot. i was placed at the last row. hahaha. it's gonna take a long time.

it's now my turn. frst is the hill test. shit. before this in driving classes, i could easily get through the hill smoothly, but the clutch pedal wants to test my patience. shit. luckily i get a 2nd chance to do it again. lame~ haha. for the parking and the 3-point turn are A-okay. hehs.

gladly finished n stepped out of the car to sign my form. damn. the female jpj officer as fierce as a lioness man. MAZURA BT AWANG. i'll remember you. hahaha XD i took my form and i realized. there's a small note written on it. i took a good look at it and saw

"SOKONGAN PEGAWAI JPJ"

thanks dad.hahaha.

finished the second part test, off to join the sea of people. damn. even the candidates from the second session is now candidate no 15, imagine i'm the 3rd session, and the last person. sigh "=_= it's hot now like hell. could have been 1000 degrees under the roof. then after a short while, i could hear the thunder roars. hahaha.thank YOU God.

it's already 1815H and finally my time is up. i am fired up enough to hit the road. i entered the car and saw the jpj guy moving his eyeballs toward the waiting spot and asked " ko last skali ke?" for like a million times. and i answered back "ya" for like a million times also la. hehe. ok i've done the first five steps. done it, and asked permission to start. i started well n he said "masuk kanan dpan tuh". ok he;s going to toilet. fine. nearly stopped by the toilet and he said "dpan tuh bukan sini". weird. fine. yes master. he directed me back to his office. didn't sure how long i been thinking his motive, then he handed over my form and asked me to sign it.

"JALAN JAMMED LA ADIK. KUA SIMPANG DPN TU JE DA JAMMED DA. DA LMBT DA NIH. KO BLAJA NGN ORG LAIN LA YE."

walaaah. "18 marks n passed". for free. i only drove for like 45 seconds. then i passed. wth. not satisfied. it's not that i'm not thankful for the easiness He gave, but i didn't have the experience driving with a JPJ officer beside me judging me. haha.

conclusion, i'm half happy half unsatisfied!!

p/s; anyone feeling i'm cheating? no. it is the outcome for being patient and credits for being the last person of the day. so, do take the last number. hehe :)

TODAY........

today is the day. JPJ test. shit. well,saying i'm nervous, nope. well the chill maybe coming tomorrow at the school. huhu. otou-san said i'll be the last person tomorrow. the 68th "=_= that is going to be one hell of a time waiting for my turn.shit. well i could use the time reading the percy jackson book. haha. freshly bought from the book fair with my sister.

tonight i felt something wrong with me. don't know why. well took her advice and did isya' prayers. then ate maggi curry. after a long time didn't taste the aroma of instant maggi. haha.

when P is in my hand, that savvy of mother's is going to be inherited to me. although it's an old dumpling, but at least i can get my ass moving around instead of being kept in the house 24/7. haha. i do wish to get a new car. well at least i can get my hands to my father's car. it is still in good condition eventhough it's been years pops used it. he do knows how to take care of his things. that i'm impressed.

"wahung ojii-chan, gokouun wo inorimasu!!!"

domo arigatou nee-chan :)

2 DAYS LEFT.....

XD
thanx sign board.haha.

well u know what is going on this tuesday.i have jpj test u noe this tuesday.haizzzzzzz.today i had driving class from 1.something until 4.something.seriously,it's been a long time since the last time i drove.i even forgotten the steps for the side parking.damn.i knocked down a pole when i'm reversing.damn.LAME.hahaha.well i only have 2 hours left for the driving lesson n then on tuesday i'll get my P!!bwahahah.goodluck la to me.haha.

ouh btw,i have 2 hphones now.hahah.one the same xpress music 5220 n the new one is a pda maybe.HTC TyTNN II.never heard of the brand.haha.i'm still exploring this PDA n found interesting stuffs.hehe.i can now use both of my simcards.huhu.glad.but the PDA is to thick man.it's like having a brick in your jeans.hahah.

btw tonight the group stylo typos has new members.ISMAH IMANI N ASMA ZAHARI.welcome to the club.hahaha.

.khalas.wa ilalliqa'.

STYLO TYPOS!!!

HAHAHAHAHA.really dude.this IS night to remember by us.having a typo session n make a fuss about such a small thing that is typo-ing.lol.together with FATIN DIANA, MIMO,NINA RASID being tera alert when typing.single mistake n kaboom!!there goes the time bomb.hahaha.damn.fatind also made a group of these typos.that is stylo typos!!hahaha.damn funny la.really man.it is a memorial day for mimo which is becoming an OA this monday.bwahahhaha.

forgotten already.this tuesday is the day man.jpj test.shit.it's been a long time since i last drove.

shit.tomorrow got class in the afternoon n sunday also in the morning.monday got pre-test.n finally tuesday is the day.shit.haha.wish me luck guys.hope i'll pass the test.huhu.amiiinnn~

SPOO,SYAIKAT,SOOT,LAKU,GERGAKI,SKALU,ERBAGI,TIAP, ETC.

LOL XD

MY CONDOLENCES TU YOU.

muhd ikhwanul ashraf bin manja

29th jan 1992-22 march 2010; 1430H

koleq 0509

never heard of him until the news spread out. suddenly felt the loss when i read his chatbox at his blog. well. everything happens for a reason. his death made the people around him to repent. here's my condolences for him n his family for their loss. al-fatihah.

TECHNO RAGE!!!

damn.freakin' fed-up with my ps2.shit..how can suddenly it can't read any cds?shit.consumed by the rage,i smacked the ps2,hit it.wtf man.feels like i wanted to send it flyin' through my window (thanks bnkface giving the idea) but luckily the window is grilled.shit.when could the moment arrives when my brother brings home a ps3 or xbox 360.really looking forward for that day 0.0

GASSED OUT BRO!!

checking out the CHOSEN T-SHIRT..lol

wat did i said to syahin eh?? o.o

totally out..tired..stood in the train for like an hour..went to klcc to meet SYAHIN,ISMAH,NINA N SYUN..i was late though..got out from the house at 1430H..after all da work clearing all the dead leaves at the yard..thought i couldn't make it toklcc with them..but still i managed to meet them in ISETAN..wanted to sneak upon them,but syun noticed me frst..blew it..hahah..i approached them but there is no syahin..n why are they standing inside the fitting room..then syahin came out..hahaha..ismah said they were making an extreme makeover for him..they even chose a t-shirt for syahin n asked him to buy..poor syahin..hahaha..then went to the playground outside n snapped some pics..huhuhu..

after saying gudbyes n all,it is still early to go home..i cntacted FTIND n asked her out to the mines..since she'll be off to perak by tmorrow..huhu...met at the entrance n went to mcd frst..damn hungry..after being stuffed with the fries n burger,lane 14 starts it all..hahaha...played three games n i didn't win a single one..damn >_< it seems like i need more practce to beat her..hahah...can't wait for the moment of truth..huhu..





2130 arrived at serdang station..couldn't say proper farewell to her since she's suddenly disappeared..hahaha..feeling pumped out n finally i got to sit down..fiuhhh~ stretching my legs out like it's my oen coach..haha XD being too cmfrtable,i dozed off..the next thing i noe,i arrived already at nilai..luckily i managed to woke up in time to get out..hahahaha XD at last arrived at home sweet home at 2300H..hurried to my laptop n here we are..hehehe..

FIN

COUCH=PURE DOZER

laying on the couch..watching poor signal tv..wtf..having a slim,HD tv but has poor signal..waiting for my dad to finish his politic lecture ("=.=)..then when he finishes,my mom came into the scene..saying "bang bukak na-o-mei"...SIGH..it's a malay drama in tv3..since the highly-tech n cool tv has a poor signal,she couldn't watch her favourite dramas..to make things worst,all the dramas have been shown in tv,now can watch it on9..shit..it is like breaking a leg when another is broken..haizzz~..so i laid down on the couch n start watching..damn..it is a pain in the neck watching poor signal tv..then suddenly,the wooden chnese couch felt so cmfortable..hahaha..then i laid my head off..i woke up,n unbelievably, i could still hear the tears from the drama..duhhh..i cntinued laying on the couch..then i heard,"bang kejot faez"..yahooo!!i jumped out of the couch n went to a drink frst..haha..damn..

p/s: don't noe wat i'm talking bout..jus read la!!

P. A. I. N

pain..painful..miserable..feeling like shit..wanna know how does it feels?i guess the level of this pain is a bit lower than giving birth..i'm racked in pain here people..dis is all bcos of insufficient knowledge of NAILCLIPPING!! _!_ >.< it!!even typing is a painful exprience now...sigh...omg..how am i going to play bowling?!ahhh damn!!now its going to be tougher to beat my sensei...damn...hope dis pain is gonna go easily n smoothly..uihhh...oh god,be blessful to ur helpless servant here..praise to Him who gives us pain n takes it back from us..

p/s: for those who thought i mentioned their name, nooo..hehehe..no hard feelings :)

WOMANIC EQUATION???? 0.0

dat day, it was such a boring day..i could die of being bored..soo i logged into ms n began viewing ma fren's prof..then i found dis doozy pic..hahah..soo, here's a penny of my thought bout dis pic..well i truly agree...heheh...for some reasons though..well in this modern world,women now hav more intrest in $$$ than tru love (puking >_<)...well not all women lorh...mostly only..i once read in the intrnet bout a young n gorgeous woman marrying an old folk dat can hardly stand on his own..no doubt bout it marrying for tru money...hahaha...sigh...i hope my wife-to-be won't be one of these women whoo only have $$$ in her eyes $_$..ouh god,may u show me the tru n faihtful way to ur helpless srvant..aminn~

p/s: plis excuse my french..hehehe...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH..!!!!

damn man....when spm is over, less problems will be wthdrawed from the "PROBLEMS" account...but that hope remains hope...in addition,these peoples have been "depositing" more n more problems meyh.... __ >_< it!!!!!! huhhh...luckily there are some people dat can calm me n slow me down on these things...fiuhhh~..as fornow,i applied for jpa n tm skolar...ermm...but my mother...wants me to apply n enter UPNM..shit man..regimental life again...it is tru dat i have a guaranteed life in the service...but..it is so tiring man!!!i already learnt the hard way in RMC...aishhh...actually i can accept it if i had to go there..ermm....dilemma meyh now...cnfused....

CUTTING THE RIBBONS....

ehem2..test2..testing2..testis overy testis ovary..announcing the frst post from me..hahaha..mesmerized rite now..huhuhu...well fyi,im stil a noob...so, i ain't gud about dis blogging thing..dis whole eng wrtg is jus to enhance my eng meyh..so,under certain cndtions,i'll type in malay..or any other languages or accents dat exist in dis bloody earth...hehe...for u guys been reading this,feel free to drop any cmments or want to do some correction bout my eng...hehehe...thanx.....no idea for now...ciao...

p/s :bout the spelling, ignore it XD